Tuesday, December 7, 2010
workin' it
Thursday, November 25, 2010
day 25
day 25: so, on this twentififth day of november, thanksgiving day, 2010, i'm thankful for the family i have gained by saying "i do."
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
day 24
Dr. Parrett was in a devastating accident last summer, and this morning i received this CaringBridge update: http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/garyparrett. oh, friends! God has done good things. and, in-spite of the pain, is redeeming the situation again and again.
day 24: today i am thankful for so many things... a wonderful seminary education that did dramatically change my life; incredible professors who humbly teach tomorrow's (and today's) leaders, the opportunity to lead on earth the activity that we will engage in throughout eternity; Dr. Parrett; God's healing hand; and God's commitment to redeem what is painful and broken with a promise to someday make all things new. and until then... we gratefully wait what is yet to come.
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
day 23
day 23: ...for this i am thankful.
Monday, November 22, 2010
day 22
day 22: i'm so thankful for my family.
day 21
day 21: i'm very, very thankful for my travis
day 20
day 20: i'm thankful my husband shot a deer and a nice one at that (boy that seems an odd thing to be thankful for...)
day 19
day 19: i'm thankful for a free day to muse and catch up on life.
day 18
day 18: i'm thankful for the things that make cleaning easier.
day 17
day 17: naps...especially naps when it's cold outside, but warm under your blanket. and, i'm thankful that i have a husband who supports and a job that allows naptime (at least on Wednesdays).
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
day 16
day 16: i'm thankful that the thanking is done (at least to the best of our ability - if you don't get one in the next week or so, it's the post office's fault ;) ).
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
day 15
day 15 (still celebrating even though it's a day late): new life in its wide array of forms.
Sunday, November 14, 2010
day 14
day 14: i'm thankful the Lord trusts and equips us to build His Kingdom.
an oversight
Saturday, November 13, 2010
day 13
day 13: so, tonight in our warm home, i am very thankful for our electricity.
Friday, November 12, 2010
day 12
day 12: in the words of homer simpson, i'm thankful for my car hole.
Thursday, November 11, 2010
day 11
day 11: yes, i am very thankful for all of the sacrifices made by all of the servicemen and women who have served or are serving this country.
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
day 10
day 10: i’m thankful that i’m able to keep in touch with loved ones half way across the world.
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
day 9
day 9: i'm thankful for good, old-fashioned, tactile books.
Monday, November 8, 2010
day 8
day 8: i am thankful for this warm weather.
Sunday, November 7, 2010
day 7
day 7: i'm thankful for my bed.
Saturday, November 6, 2010
day 6
day 6: so today, i'm thankful for farmers...and especially for the one i call mine.
Friday, November 5, 2010
day 5
day 5: i am thankful for the blessing of good health.
Thursday, November 4, 2010
day 4
i just whipped up a loaf of really healthy and yummy banana bread in my well-stocked kitchen. and, all of the dishes will slide right into my dishwasher for their cleaning regimen while i enjoy a slice of tasty banana bread and a cup of coffee.
here i sit in my cozy living room with my laptop overlooking that beautiful view. i am warm. i am comfortable. i am dry and out of the wind.
day 4: i am so thankful for this place that we call home. for many years i longed for a place that i could cook and entertain in, a place that i wouldn't have to move from in six months, a place that truly felt like home. and, in God's grace and perfect timing, here i am. and i am so thankful...
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
day 3
i've been reflecting on my week so far, and an obvious trend has emerged. at the risk of listing only relationships the first week, i'm going to have to say that today i am especially thankful for my mentors. trav and i have had the opportunity to meet with a handful of really special people we respect and love in the past seven days. last friday we met with Pastor Matt, monday we met with Rich and Joyce, and last night we met with Jim and Jan. each of these meetings was significant and has challenged us to grow. and, i'm thankful for that. somewhere deep within me there is a purifying that needs to happen before i head back into ministry. and, within the context of marriage, we both have room to improve. so, i appreciate the insight and truthful yet loving words that each of these mentors have shared with us. i'm thankful that people take the roles described in Timothy and Titus seriously using their experience for God's glory and are investing in Trav and i individually as well as in our marriage.
day 3: today i am giving thanks for the mentors that God has placed in my life.
Tuesday, November 2, 2010
day 2
Day 2: So, today I celebrate my mother's life in a special way. I am so very thankful to be able to continue to share life with her.
Monday, November 1, 2010
and in honor of day 1...
All this pain
I wonder if I’ll ever find my way
I wonder if my life could really change at all
All this earth
Could all that is lost ever be found
Could a garden come up from this ground at all
You make beautiful things
You make beautiful things out of the dust
You make beautiful things
You make beautiful things out of us
All around
Hope is springing up from this old ground
Out of chaos life is being found in You
You make me new, You are making me new
day 1
Day 1: today i am especially thankful for a few dear friends who like God are more concerned about my character than about my comfort. i am thankful for their words that sharpen me and their presence walking with me as i struggle to become more and more holy. and, i'm thankful they see promise in me and believe in me even when i don't. i'm better off having known them...
Sunday, October 31, 2010
washed and waiting: a recommendation
a few quotes to chew on until you pick up the book....
"Engaging with God and entering the transformative life of the church does not mean we get a kind of 'free pass,' an unconditional love that leaves us where we are. Instead, we get a fiercely demanding love, a divine love that will never let us escape from its purifying, renovating, and ultimately healing grip" (68).
"Though it sounds politically incorrect to modern ears, the gospel has always said that God may demand from us what he wants, since we do not belong to ourselves" (69).
"One of the hardest-to-swallow, most countercultural, counterintuitive implications of the gospel is that bearing up under a difficult burden with patient perseverance is a good thing" (71).
"I have come to realize my need to take the New Testament witness seriously that groaning and grief and feeling broken are legitimate ways for me to express my cross-bearing discipleship to Jesus. It's not as if groaning means I am somehow doing something wrong. Groaning is a sign of my fidelity" (119).
"The Bible calls the Christian struggle against sin faith (Hebrews 12:3-4; 10:37-19). It calls the Christian fight against impure cravings holiness (Romans 6:12-13, 22). So I am trying to appropriate these biblical descriptions for myself. I am learning to look at my daily wrestling with disordered desires and call it trust. I am learning to look at my battle to keep from giving in to my temptations and call it sanctification. I am learning to see that my flawed, imperfect, yet never-giving-up faithfulness is precisely the spiritual fruit that God will praise me for on the last day, to ultimate honor of Jesus Christ" (146).
Sunday, October 24, 2010
moments unrehearsed
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for now, find me on facebook -- moments unrehearsed: photography by julia dahlke
mad.
maybe it's because i've been cleaning and sorting and organizing this weekend which naturally brings up a lot of memories. or maybe it is this dreary fall weather. maybe it's another sunday morning of unfamiliarity. whatever it is, it is.
the sad part is i know i'm not alone.
one thing i am very, very thankful for is that my God is not the Church. my God works through the Church, but is not the Church. and, my God, He loves the Church and chose to accomplish His purposes through this broken vessel filled with His sinner-saint children. so, i guess if it is good enough for Him, it really should be good enough for me. but, i'll be honest, today it's not.
oh Holy Father, restore in me a love for your ecclesia, your body, your fellowship, your Church. help me to love not only the idea, but the reality of not-yet-fully restored people. help me to love the bumps and bruises as much as the beauty of it. and, then, Lord, help me to serve there...loving with abandon. using my gifts in freedom. enjoying your children -- who you have redeemed and loved. oh, Lord, help me to love. -Amen (let it be so.)
oh Holy Father, restore in us, all of your children, a love for your ecclesia, your body, your fellowship, your Church. help us, all of your children, to love not only the idea, but the reality of not-yet-fully restored people. help us, all of your children, to love the bumps and bruises as much as the beauty of it. and, then, Lord, help us, all of your children, to serve there...loving with abandon. using our gifts in freedom. enjoying each other, your children -- who you have redeemed and loved. oh, Lord, help us, all of your children, to love. -Amen (let it be so.)
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
making funny air noises with my mouth and experimenting with a variety of other facial expressions, I've realized something. I will do many crazy things to get a belly-laugh from the little lady I babysit. I wonder how many other feats I should be doing crazy things to achieve...
Saturday, October 16, 2010
Thursday, October 14, 2010
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
Monday, October 11, 2010
back here
There is something so refreshing about being on the farm -- a simplicity and quietness that fields and meadows whisper. And, there is something about good, honest, hard work that really is invigorating. Sometimes I feel like I'm back where I started. As a little girl I said I would never live on the farm... then I decided it wouldn't be so bad... then I moved to Boston and had little desire to go back and get my hands dirty... and then something pulled me back there. Back where we can tomatoes and pickles and slaughter our own meat. Back where we hang our clothes on the line. Back where we work hard all day, laugh hard all night, and then settle down by watching the stars. Back there. Yes, back here to the place my city friends mocked. Back here where English is spoken with fewer articles and longer vowels. Back here where you really do know your neighbors, really do care about their lives and really are there to lend a helping hand when life gets difficult. Back here where I am aware of God's presence and where I worship while I work. Back here.
And, as I stacked those bales on the back of the wagon, I thought about my grandpa Ralph, and I thought about how proud he would be to know that I was out there doing some good, honest, hard work with my husband. And, I paused a moment as I thanked God that in His wisdom He brought this little girl back here.
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
Monday, October 4, 2010
corn in the beans
We noticed a lot of corn stalks with nice-sized ears of corn on them. When the combine harvests the beans, it also takes in the corn which means you end up with corn in your beans. Now, corn is a valuable crop, but when it's in your beans, not so much. When farmers sell their beans, they are docked for corn that is found in the load. So, we ran around the field pulling off all of the ears of corn we could and threw them in the back of the truck. As I was looking over the corn, something about my past six months of life got my attention.
God has gifted his children with various and numerous gifts to build His Kingdom here in this world. Each gift is valuable. But, sometimes, I wonder if we try to practice our gifts in the wrong places. I wonder how often God's children grow frustrated because they feel they aren't being given opportunity to practice their gifts in the best possible way. I wonder how often feelings of self-doubt appear because volunteers are not working out of their areas of most giftedness. I wonder how often people get burned out because they are constantly trying to do what isn't natural for them. I wonder...
Friday, October 1, 2010
marriage and my imperfections
Now, let’s be honest, I’m strong-willed and difficult – a blessing and a curse. Some days my 31 years of independence rise up and explode all over the place. And sometimes, the explosion is greeted by kind eyes and lips that tip toward the ground, strong arms that embrace and gentle fingers that wipe away the tears. Other times the explosion is met by an equally large outburst brought on by his 31 years of autonomy. And, that’s ok…because at the end of the rage, after the words have been said (or shouted), whether a solution has been found or not – he loves me. His commitment to me drips all over the place as he continues to serve me and care for me and meet my needs even in the midst of many imperfections. And, I am moved as I have come to know that this is a most blessed way to live.
And it all reminds me of someone else I know… someone else who has served me and cared for me and met my needs... even amidst my many imperfections.
Sunday, September 26, 2010
losing my life...
lyrics:
Well I was 19 you were 21
The year we got engaged
Everyone said we were much to young
But we did it anyway
We got the rings for 40 each from a pawnshop down the road
We said our vows and took the leap now 15 years ago
Chorus:
We went dancing in the minefields
We went sailing in the storm
And it was harder than we dreamed
But I believe that’s what the promise was for
Well ‘I do’ are the two most famous last words
The beginning of the end
But to lose your life for another I’ve heard is a good place to begin
Cause the only way to find your life is to lay your own life down
And I believe it’s an easy price for the life that we have found
Chorus:
And we’re dancing in the minefields
We’re went sailing in the storm
And it was harder than we dreamed
But I believe that’s what the promise was for
That’s what the promise is for
Bridge:
So when I lose my way, find me
When I lose loves chains, bind me
At the end of all my faith
to the end of all my days
when I forget my name, remind me
Cause we bear the light of the son of man
So there’s nothing left to fear
So I’ll walk with you in the shadow lands
Till the shadows disappear
Cause he promised not to leave us
And his promises are true
So in the face of this chaos baby
I can dance with you
Chorus:
So lets go dancing in the minefields
Lets go sailing in the storms
Oh lets go dancing in the minefields
And kicking down the doors
Oh lets go dancing in the minefields
And sailing in the storms
Oh this is harder than we dreamed
But I believe that’s what the promise if for
That’s what the promise is for
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
and the two became one.
Quiet. Still. The autumn air has moved in as though it was invited, and for the first time in weeks – perhaps months – my world is at rest.
The galvanized steel pails have returned to their shelves.
The satin, brown bows have been untied.
The flowers have been hung to dry.
And, the people… the people have all returned home.
Us, too. And, that’s the crazy thing. It’s “us” now. We are the Dahlkes, the couple that lives in the little tan house, the family that has just begun. With a few little words, and a couple of signatures, a covenant made and a simple pronouncement, we are something new. Just like that two journeys are stilled, two paths are merged and then pronounced one.
So, I’ll take this little pause with the autumn air and the chirping birds. I’ll sit here for a moment on this quiet deck. I’ll be still, yes, quiet, and marvel at what God has done.
And, the two became one.